Tag: psychics

  • What exactly is ignorance- and gasoline- supremacy? – a philosophical history

    Drugs in Public View · published 2024-10-14 · 43 views on YouTube

    I’m not sleeping. The engines outside are roaring. Strangers are more afraid of each other than the government. Reality is stranger than fiction.

    My approach to the topic of denying the existence of residential schools in the ongoing process of colonization in Canada comes out of my own study and background.

    I grew up near a FN reserve in BC. I saw firsthand how indigenous people were shunned, insulted, and disregarded by many white people in that community. Words of derision, physical and emotional violence, the presumption that nothing good should be done for First Nations people as a whole and that nothing good comes from them to “Canadian culture.”

    Of course individuals vary. People like my mom found enough teaching of compassion and respect to cry for the pain of the Earth, I saw those tears, I saw the abuse in town, close, and around. I would help my mom with chores listening to albums, loud enough, like Tracy Chapman’s New Beginnings, with songs like “Cold Feet” and “Rape of the World”. I saw the degradation of forests on every hillside in BC. I stood in my heart with Clayoquot Sound with 1990s iconic “War in the Woods” protesters while my father was a logger and I obviously didn’t yet know who was denying what and where!

    I remember my experience of the school playground kids and high school locker kids insulting me and calling me weird my whole life. In university, I studied philosophy of mind and English thought and language. I have multiple diagnoses of schizophrenia, epilepsy, chronic pain, and PTSD, to name a few.

    Honour First Nations. Protect the forests for the whales. Stop all pipeline constructions. We all benefit much more making less money if it this dirty to do it. We’ll be too tired to clean it all up…

    Sources:

    Confronting Residential School Denialism, September 30th, 2024 Pam Palmater, with Dr. Sean Carleton https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fmwJZz7iv7Q&pp=ygUWcGFtIHBhbG1hdGVyIGRlbmlhbGlzbQ%3D%3D

    Gerda Lerner, The Creation of Patriarchy, 1986

    Gregory Bateson, Steps To An Ecology of Mind, 1972

    Michel Foucault, History of Madness, 1961 __ This has been a production of nednednerB the Schizophrenic http://www.nednednerb.com

    Mostly, in my videos I discuss schizophrenia, mental health, and philosophy. To ease suffering through mental health education.

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  • Being in an angry rush is not a defense for dangerous driving!

    Crossing the What Matters Street · published 2024-10-04 · 583 views on YouTube

    Vancouver drivers are known to be fools who are angry and dangerous. Everyone says so, while angry dangerous fools driving continue to honk and road rage and deny reality’s like their tail (pipe) stinking very gross.

    If the meanies got to rush in a frenzy, the person behind could easily have rushed too quickly and killed the man in the walker, trying to get to the same red light.

    I make the claim that I am better educated and trained than half of the lawyers around. Well, they’d be defending this guy right? I proved my point right there: safety is top priority! Not being a meanie! __ This has been a production of nednednerB the Schizophrenic http://www.nednednerb.com

    Mostly, in my videos I discuss schizophrenia, mental health, and philosophy. To ease suffering through mental health education.

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  • Senior with walker. Ultimate showdown: Can SUV Man keep his hand off his stick shift?

    Crossing the What Matters Street · published 2024-10-04 · 577 views on YouTube

    Vancouver drivers are known to be fools who are angry and dangerous. Everyone says so, while angry dangerous fools driving continue to honk and road rage and deny reality’s like their tail (pipe) stinking very gross.

    Yuck. Can’t you boys with ugly stinky stick (shifts) find your own planet to huff dino farts that come out of your tail (pipes)?

    Bad form!! We would like to cross the street safely, that’s all.

    If the meaning got to rush in a frenzy, the person behind could easily have rushed too quickly and killed the man in the walker, trying to get to the same red light.

    Two, three, maybe more injuries could have occurred (WHOA and property damaged!!), in order that ugly hearted men could potentially slam brakes before red lights, because (mostly) they are in an insane rush and they are mean, disrespectful people. __ This has been a production of nednednerB the Schizophrenic http://www.nednednerb.com

    Mostly, in my videos I discuss schizophrenia, mental health, and philosophy. To ease suffering through mental health education.

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  • Humans don’t understand Earth 🌍 — It is the other way around.

    Free All Mental Health Prisoners · published 2024-09-28 · 85 views on YouTube

    Common thinking about Earth involves “what” belongs to humans who “are civilization” but the Gaian ecological dynamics imply that our value to Earth has fallen to the wayside. It makes sense that our role is stewardship, we have access to empower motion and collect knowledge.

    We have a call to respect Earth’s ecomotive for coherent and respectful human involvement. We are wasting it all so fast for zero reason whatsoever.

    Hold your horses! Watch what you’re doing! That, or other nasty idioms upon you! Like a scourge (thumbs up thumbs down, I’m schizo, not psycho just psycho but Earth is on my side!)

    Did you know there is a difference between psychotic and psychopath. Earth is on the side of protecting those with psychosis (like me) from those psychopaths divorced from social cohesion entirely. __ This has been a production of nednednerB the Schizophrenic http://www.nednednerb.com

    Mostly, in my videos I discuss schizophrenia, mental health, and philosophy. To ease suffering through mental health education.

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  • Epilepsy is more than falling/shaking. A normal day, what a mysterious notion…

    Physical Health · published 2024-09-15 · 78 views on YouTube

    It’s hard to wake up sometimes. It’s hard for an epileptic with chronic pain wracking their nerves and body, and I have to get water.

    It’s hard for anyone to wake up sometimes. That’s what people say, right?

    I have to get to the washroom. I have to get food. I have to get to my work meeting; to afford this place, and the other health stuff that keeps me going pretty much at all.

    I have to keep going, keep going, keep going. Full steam ahead. Full steam ahead…

    Just to make it here. (I don’t mean YouTube). __ nerB __ This has been a production of nednednerB the Schizophrenic http://www.nednednerb.com

    Mostly, in my videos I discuss schizophrenia, mental health, and philosophy. To ease suffering through mental health education.

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  • Audio-MIDI feedback, chaotic emergence, in Dubler 2, Ableton Live 12 Granulator 3, Meld, Push 2

    My Experience & Ideas · published 2024-06-18 · 151 views on YouTube

    nerBeater – You Have Simplify Complex A (Think You Need To Control Feedback)

    glitch hop free flow poem improvised by nerBeater

    Tools: Daw: Ableton Live 12, Synths: Granulator 3, Meld, Pads: Sampler and Push 2, Audio-to-MIDI: Dubler 2, Microphones: M/S setup with AT 2020 (M) and LCT 441 FLEX (S)

    Haha, you’re worried about a lot of feedback? Check this out. If there is a problem, deep ecological knowledge frames a viable solution in network complexity, but definitely not simplification.

    Ecological simplification decimates potential. Past thresholds.

    a little 100% free poem:

    Fee Phi Foe Umm.. Pixel Styx Could InpainT Me To Add-For-Free-Vert Your Eyes Ad vert your eyes, Ad vert your eyes, Ad vert your eyes. Beware the sound of thoughts, inside. Always guard the quiet to simple tremors of intent.

    nerBeater’s pre-classical homebrew recipe for Decibel Salad Catering event crossfades: Feedback, follow forward, loop complex, repeat. Ahhhh.. __ This has been a production of nednednerB the Schizophrenic http://www.nednednerb.com

    Mostly, in my videos I discuss schizophrenia, mental health, and philosophy. To ease suffering through mental health education.

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  • Don’t worry, I am loopy. When required by law…

    Shorts · published 2024-05-28 · 235 views on YouTube

    …hookup a nonsense feedback professional… Hmmm….

    😉 just don’t show this to a psychiatrist admitting people to the ward involuntarily.

    Because you know, they never consider the context of what was happening yesterday or what will happen when the potential adaptation of behaviour just turns into a lock down.

    In fact, the sense I had of being locked in isolation until I grew exhausted enough to pass out, was that I had nowhere to go, nothing to distract, nothing to do…. But I am a compassionate and ecological minded schizophrenic (sure they are many different people with many symptoms).

    Therefore, my topmost concern in lockdown has always centred around the closure of access to helping others and their situations. Locking a person up instead of giving them a home…. all too common.

    I was working via a laptop in a garage technically hidden homeless, well before living in this place (which is not stable economically). I am so lucky to be white, male passing enough, and having support to be a nut in my own shell.

    We all need our own homes to be loopy in, to have our own control over our throughput, our output, and our feedbacks inward and socially. __ This has been a production of nednednerB the Schizophrenic http://www.nednednerb.com

    Mostly, in my videos I discuss schizophrenia, mental health, and philosophy. To ease suffering through mental health education.

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  • Tinnitus has multiple causes. (Listen with headphones)

    Physical Health · published 2024-05-27 · 132 views on YouTube

    (Experienced, remembered, synthesized, and explained: epilepsy, wordy mind, computer, jaw, ear)

    That’s tinnitus! __ This has been a production of nednednerB the Schizophrenic http://www.nednednerb.com

    Mostly, in my videos I discuss schizophrenia, mental health, and philosophy. To ease suffering through mental health education.

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  • Pressured Speech (after agitating lobby incident)

    Shorts · published 2024-05-24 · 895 views on YouTube

    This video is an interesting example. I totally remember approaching the building with an idea for another video in my brain bouncing between my ears. Instead, the brat tried RUNNING to catch the door then was complaining and not interested to simply say something, anything, such as “you’re right, security matters” – he sheepishly turned a 180, tossed his empty drink container in a PAPER RECYCLING box with a clear sign that says PAPER ONLY, but I didn’t mention that. Rules are irrelevant, right…

    I guess I have a more “general” mission: “you know, paying attention and having an ounce of reason will save your head out there, youngin!!” hahaha

    In fact, I simply don’t want to let potential crime into the building. If I don’t LOOK schizophrenic but my SOUND of MIND is gone on the loose if I open my mouth, it must just be that I’m judge-worthy schizophrenic if I’m paranoid and have trouble knowing who LOOKS trustworthy in THIS city.

    HAHA

    ^^^ Pressured typing lol, Mental Health Awareness Month 2024 __ This has been a production of nednednerB the Schizophrenic http://www.nednednerb.com

    Mostly, in my videos I discuss schizophrenia, mental health, and philosophy. To ease suffering through mental health education.

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  • Pressured Speech (feels tense and racing somehow while sleepy)

    Shorts · published 2024-05-24 · 563 views on YouTube

    Mental Health Awareness month

    Be aware: mental health happens everyday! It might just happen to you!

    In this video, I wanted to speak, showing those “pressures” described in the symptom of pressured speech happen at different levels. It can make it hard to follow thoughts, but also, that might be because of the difficulty experienced by the person trying to hold and express thoughts with even and gentle flow. __ This has been a production of nednednerB the Schizophrenic http://www.nednednerb.com

    Mostly, in my videos I discuss schizophrenia, mental health, and philosophy. To ease suffering through mental health education.

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